My Buckeyes lost

and horribly at that! I can't even talk about it.

I'm in a bad mood anyway today. I have no idea why. My mood swings are horrible. I go to the doctor again in a few weeks, to reiterate that I need to be medicated, thus explaining why I might not be able to adopt from China, thus making me more depressed. I see this a a vicious circle, LOL.

I am still researching Guatemala, I just wish it wasn't so damned expensive all at once. It would be a good program for us, relatively low travel time, quick referral, and not that more expensive than China, but it all gets paid in 6-8 months instead of over 2-3 years as its looking like for China.